im quitting xanga fer a while. :\

cry me a river.

bored as a mofo

im going to the gym tomorow. :| more pounds lost- more joy. anywhats- a better entry on my lj. look you freaking stalker.

anywhooo. i forgot to tell you guys the super freaky dream i had last night. :0 its soo weird anywhats-

the churchees and us were still at the youth retreat. but this time it was a cabin. and supposedly we were to go home. BUT our cabin was like in the middle of NOWHERE (like prayer garden) but this time it was a freaking forest. i saw antz, jojo, noes, mel and jesse. and then like... we were stuck in the cabin right and when we were supposed to leave we tried to find our way to the road but everywhere we went it led back to the cabin [whoa] and like we couldnt get out- so we tried using our phone but no signal [oh the horror. -.-"]then a fat tumbleweed appeared [wow- then i knew where this was going] anthony called ALOT of peopel and so everything else went hazy. and jessica said "ti, i lost bentley.[my cousin]". then i started cursing. then i forgot what happened between these 2 moments. and all of a sudden we were all in a dark subway waiting. and then we[anthony jojo jesse jessica mel and me] got out and up a stairway that led to LAX. [errh?-moment right?!] and saw my mom, uta and my grandma. and then my mom said we were going to drive some car to vegas.

weird right? i think it realtes to noes' bad transmission and the effing fat tumbleweed. our brains hallucinate. :\

irritated as hell

argh. my house is so fucking irritating. always someone to screw up my day in this house. grrr. ergh. fuck.        

argh. my grandma. thinks shes so clean when its cleaner without her. and then she blames crap on me. everythings messy becaus of her. wtf!?         

jojo. where are you!!

ayyyeee. fuck.

new xanga. add. or not.

retreat was fun. skipped school. camera got fucked. etc.